//& I'm still missing you

hey pals... this is an email that i received from a friend... god is good all the time...

Do You Believe This???

A girl went to her friends house and sheended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone.

She wasn't afraid because it was a small COMMUNITY and she livedonly a few blocks away.
As she walked along under the bike trailDiane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger.

When shereached the alley, which was a shortcut to her house, she decidedto take it.

However, halfway down the alley she noticed a manstanding at the end as though he were waiting for her.

She becameuneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.

Instantly acomforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her,she felt as though someone was walking with her.

When she reachedthe end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrivedhome safely.

The following day, she read in the newspaperthat a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twentyminutes after she had been there.

Feeling overwhelmed by thistragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began toweep.

Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this youngwoman, she decided to go to the police station.

She felt she couldrecognize the man, so she told them her story.

The police askedher if she would be willing to look at a line-up to see if she couldidentify him.

She agreed and immediately pointed out the man shehad seen in the alley the night before.

When the man was told hehad been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed.

Theofficer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there wasanything they could do for her.

She asked if they would ask the manone question.

Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.

When the policeman asked him, he answered, 'Because she wasn'talone.

She had two tall men walking on either side of her.

Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're not alone.People will not stand up for God..

Send this if you truly believe in God....

PS: God is alwaysthere in your heart and loves you no matter what:

'If you deny me infront of your friends, I shall deny you in front of my Father'

//i'm still missing you
at 8:17 AM

//Friday, November 21, 2008

Dear blog...

Dear God
The only thing I ask of you Is
to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need a person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again,
oh no Once again

(dear god by avenged sevenfold)

its such a nice song... i really lyke the chorus.... although avenged sevenfold seems lyke some hardcore rockers, this song is realli.. simple and beautiful..... i must say.

yesterday... was cool... mr siow gave us a torturous training for half of the training with his whistle... kick for so many times until cannot lift your leg anymore... and wth.. i thought i was suppose to buy book but i see the wrong date.. 20th instead of 27th.. lolz...

den we all go have lunch at long john silver ... after dat, ryan, yuda and me went to my home for me to change... then we waited for hafizzzzz at simei... but dat guy was late and we thought we are late... we took bus no.5 to get to SIA sports club.. but ended up at changi prison... hahax... wth... a moment later ... yuda was realli pissed... lolz... we finally arrive at de class gathering... we thought we were late...but in the end, wat a cool turn out... only half the class was there for class gathering...

de party was freaky man... de fear factor rox... first stage... was drinking some white stuff... it doesnt seem that bad... de 2nd stage rox man.. some small fruit from thailand.. ryan ,, ben and yj ate abt 8 of them... i tried 1 and realized that it is twice as sour as lemon... de game was called fear factor for no reason... den i drank a cup of tomato sauce with water... wth it was realli gross... but luckily the taste was not very bad...

the last stage was the best... biting an apple from the water... finding a grape from the basin of flour.. in de end, every1's face was all white...

alex, i think is realli a cool guy to plan such cool games which make us all die and laugh like fun fair... anyway i appreciate it man... special thanks to alex... it was de last day of 2F people together.. i must say 2F is the best class.. hahax..

k thats all and pls tag people...

//i'm still missing you
at 8:09 AM

//Wednesday, November 19, 2008

What does silence mean?? what does that mean when a person never reply anything to you...... erm.. jux some randomness... maybe not realli... it doesn't seem that it affect me so much... but on the other hand... this thing is making me feeling stress...

What the hell la... today i was stoning at home... wake up at 11 am and sleep again from 4pm to 6pm... lol... sleepy head.... anyway... pratically... i was helping out my mum with clearing at home and playing piano... coz nothing better to do and too lazy to take out my guitar from the storeroom... intended to go skateboarding and do pull ups but cannot because of the rain... looking forward for tomorrow's training... i think the old coach should be coming down... i must say that the old coach is a cool guy indeed... practically he's an old man with white hairs... but still his muscles are very hard for an old man... people say that the skill decline with age... but its not quite true... the old coach is still very good for an ex-champion... and his kind of martial art is kinda very uncommon... but it seems very effective... cool...

by the way... victoria 2f08 class gathering is tomorrow... cool... at SIA club... but i still have to buy the damn text books and must return home to put them back first... maybe i can ask Ryan Goh( little chubby fellow) from my CCA to help me carry books since he's following me and we're going to the gathering together... Wha lao so much money for the text books xia... and jux chatted with my ex classmate and said that he wanted to make a class gathering for qiaonan 6-1 2006 people... it might be cool if it really happen...

erm... not bad such a long post today...

//i'm still missing you
at 7:50 AM

//Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Dear blog...

its another day again... days passed by but there's still nothing in my inbox... haiz... this is weird... i'm feeling weird man...

' to love's end' in Inuyasha is very beautiful... erm... it is a song by the way... you can find the piano version in youtube... the song was really beautiful and sad........ it is one of the song that a person can really emo on the piano.... emoing while playing....

Today's another busy day again... i went for my little cousin's birthday... she's 3 years old... but she's super heavy and big for a 3 years old... i must say... but she's so adorable and act cute alot...
and she's realli realli cute and chubby... little fat gal... hahaxx

okay... i'm looking forward for the class gathering... it better be a fun one... or else i would be sad... anyway... dhruv and yi fan would not be join as they were going back to india and china respectively... realli cool people...

and damn happy coz my uncle give me 50 bucks for pocket money.... dunno whether i should save it or use it... oh ya by the way.... people... pls tag my tagboard if you happen to read dis blog because my tagboard is so damn full of dhruv and hafiz... but dont spam... oki3 lets call it a day...

//i'm still missing you
at 8:57 AM

//Monday, November 17, 2008

Dear bloggie...

it's a school holiday now... today, i went to the health science association to take the vaccination... my arm is now kinda harder... maybe swollen due to the injection... jux a bit only... today... so cannot go training... actualli i kinda dun want to miss today training coz de old teacher is coming down... but i cant also help it... and now looking forward for the church camp next sunday and monday... stoning at home for sometime... but skateboarding is fun although i skateboard alone... intended to go and run today... but too lazy... so in the end ... never la....

What a day..... 2 weeks and 3 days have past... days goes by one after another since november 1st... hmmm.... something's wrong.... but i will wait for next two weeks.... i really will.... here i am... okay... i'm kinda feeling pissed....

thurday is class gathering and i also need to buy text books.... WTH la ... i think going to be more than 300 bucks... kinda feel guilty of wasting my parents' money although it is a necesscity... nowadays... days seem meaningless.... it's just like a routine that passed by everyday....

//i'm still missing you
at 9:14 AM

//Sunday, November 16, 2008

Dear blog...

Vulnerable (second hand serenade)

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside (cold outside) it's cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside (cold inside) it's cold inside
And your slow shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don’t care
Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I'm the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror what I see
And your slow shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don’t care
Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I'm the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl your not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I'm much more
You never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn’t mean you shouldn’t bleed
I can be anyone anything
I promise I can be what you need
Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I'm the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

erm... kinda love this song... anyway... life sux nowadays... kinda feel not very good... anyway today the music lesson roxs... jammed pack theory lesson in 1hours... gonna teach basic guitar next week... although i already know how to play guitar... its no harm jux listening the lessons over again... i might jux learn something... oh ya by de way... i learn something cool today... do rae me fa so la ti do... in between the [do rae mi fa so la ti do] got [de ma fe se ta] xia... so de chromatic scale is [do de rae ma mi fa fe so se la ta ti do] cool huh... anyway... scared of tomorrow... coz i am going for a vaccination... lolz... and think this holiday will not be a wasting one coz... i am intending to press on my guitar... and maybe piano... coz muzic is kinda my passion and hobby... and might be running and doing pull ups... since i am so free... so the ME at the next start of the year would not be a simple one... lolz... anyway... make friends with my future classmates during veloci-t... k dats all for today...

//i'm still missing you
at 7:34 AM

//Saturday, November 15, 2008

dear blog...

i have finally given a new look to my blog and it's quite tiring... cama back from veloci-T... OMG guess what... i am a red shirt xia... cool... a junior leader... but think will be a slave of school next year... erm.. so much thing to talk about veloci-T but it will be very long.. so for more info check the details out on dhruv's blog... erm... feeling weird nowadays... after swarning people lyke dhruv... i think i oso kinda emo nowaday... anyway... i jux feel that i should not care about that emotional shit... but cant help it myself either...LOL... erm... the camp help me made friends with my future classmates xay... anyway i am back well and fine... i still rox as ever... hahax...

//i'm still missing you
at 9:13 AM

//Friday, November 7, 2008

today.... full of activities.... a few days ago, i was procrastinating, slacking and not doing anything which i'm suppose to be doing... yay... i got a hang of my skateboard alr.... unlike wat dhruv claims, its not that hard to skateboard la...u all should go and buy also and join my gang.... not bad i still can do 19 pull ups today.... after slacking for a week... while i' m suppose to go train... i just dont feel lyke doing pull ups... and bought my track pants today.... lookin forward for velociti... i think it will not be a bad camp... by de way.... i m in the same class as some dudes from my class.... lolz in the same class with all the 9 subject nerds...( except for myself;.. coz i'm not a nerd lyke dhruv thinks...) ...

and still have not finish the maths homework... xia... everyday was a slacking day.... just feel guilty coz nothing was done... thats all i guess....

1.The person who tagged you is?
dhruv madaan

2.Your relationship with him/her?
class-mate, friend(:

3.Your 5 impressions of them.
boring... hopeless... lame at time... but friendly and is a giant

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
oh ya he showed me a photograph of his ahem ahem...

5.The most memorable thing they had said to u?
he jux called me a "cool nerd" WTF

7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
that's impossible... maybe its jux a wishful thinking of his part

8.If they become your enemy, you will?
i m going to rammed into him with a car.... lolz kidding... dun wanna spoil my car if i had one... my car is transformer...

10.What is it you want to tell him now?
work hard... nerd...

11.Your overall impression of him is?
friendli giant

12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
fun???

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
because i m mee... and its jux so perfect to be mee.... ( i think)

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
a bit of pimples on my face

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
erm being urself is the best i guess..

16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them
u all rox man... jux like me...

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you

1 gerard... ( create a blog la)
2yong jia... ( create a blog also la)
3shiva...
4shi hao
5kenny
6jerry
7nicol
wah lao no more alr...
8 britney speare.??( pls tag if u read this post... britney)
9 mr david lee (coz no body alr...)
10 random person...

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
[jerry]i not sure... coz he's long lost friend

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
[mr david lee] if i'm not wrong, he's a male

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
[nicol and random person]i not sure coz 10 is a random person

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
[yong jia] i think he's studying abt debbooo.... cough cough

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
[shiva] jux now on msn

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
[britney] of coz her own type of muzic la

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
[gerard] i dunno

25. Will you woo no. 3?
[shiva] r u crazy... no way in this life time man...

26. How about 7?
[nicol]she alr got bf... i think...

27. Is no. 4 single?
[shihao] i suppose

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
[kenny] i forget

29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
[random person] anything...

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
[kenny and mr lee]they dunno each other...

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
[yong jia] victoria school

32. Talk about something for no. 1
[gerard] i guess his parents are liverpool fan... anyway he's a smart guy...

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
[britney] i dun think so... maybe daryl does....

34. Where does no. 9 live?
[mr lee] tampines i think

35. What colour does no. 4 like?
[shi hao] i dunno

36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
[gerard and kenny]they dunno each other

37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
[gerard] ask him urself la

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
[nicol] erm...nt bad for a chick... but i dunno how to answer question 38 coz i have not seen many sexy people ( i m so pure) cough cough

39.What is no. 10 doing now?
[random person] how would i know...

special thankx to dhruv... u jux wasted some of my time....

//i'm still missing you
at 7:55 AM

//Wednesday, November 5, 2008

wow... orchard road is so big man... i was like wandering at far east plaza for about half an hour but the god damn skateboard shop was not there... instead there were some other shops... and continued wandering around the orchard station until mr dhruv told me that the centre point was near somerset mrt and i have to walk along the orchard road... Luckily i took the train instead of walkin or else i would have died from walking...

finally arrived at centre point... but the OG shop was not there like dhruv said... what the hell... wander around there again... and finally get out of the centre point and decided to go to novena square... but decided to walk to the mall beside the centre point... DAMN.... the OG shop was just there.... finalli i went into the OG shop and went to the basement where i find the skateboards....
wha lao... all the skates there are all above 170 buckss xay.. and i only brought 110 bucks... What a big LOL dhruv.... i jux made a wasted trip....

in the end i went to the novena square... velocity... and finally i got my skateboard...

attempting it in the night was not bad.... i m not bad for a beginner i think....
okay thats all tired tired

//i'm still missing you
at 6:44 AM

//Monday, November 3, 2008

holiday is boring... full stop... i think i m procrastinating and wasting my time and nothing is being done... but still i'm too lazy to do anything.. hope i can buy the skateboard by this week... i have surrender my passport for the velocity... and still need to get 2 track pants. days gone very fast..

2dae i want to write abt my mother... sometimes.. i just feel that we have different ways of thinking... but a few weeks ago i have a strange dream... in that dream something happened 2 my mom.. only then i felt very worried and i knew that i would do anything for her.... lol i think blood is always thicker than water.... okay thats all for 2dae....

//i'm still missing you
at 7:48 AM

//Saturday, November 1, 2008

holiday was boring... i have been procrastinating to do my holiday homeworks... by the way, not having a single vs foolscap paper is also the reason why i cant do my holiday homework.. so everyone out there if u all have any vs foolscap paper left, can u all kindly lend me pls....

life is becoming boring nowadays... the day was short coz i woke up at lunch time normally... i want to go back and visit my country oso since i have been here for more than 3 years... wondering how my place looks like... and i oso wanna see all my pals... anyway, i m going velocity and shit... i dont have enough underwears and track pants i think.... no no i must buy them....

oki3 thats all for today because i have to post so that my cool blog is not dead...

//i'm still missing you
at 10:01 AM